I let the friend who invited me give me a molly. I made sure I got a little tipsy but not to drunk to not know what i was doing, I smoked a joint as it was passed around. There was a lot of nudity, and men going into the bedrooms and coming out after 10 to 40 minutes. He is definitely 'out' gay, and as i suspected so were the men at the party. It was for the entire weekend, not just one night. I took the plunge and took a slightly older friends invitation to his party over the weekend. I really was curious what it was like to suck a cock and especially to feel a man cum inside my ass. In that encounter I would be the one sucking and getting fucked. However there has always been that 'something' that made me curious about a discrete, never to be talked about, never tell anyone gay encounter. I don't know why, I really don't find men attractive at all, I'm sexually and physically attracted to girls and women. I've always been curious about m2m sex, mostly getting fucked, or sucking. I've even gotten to fuck the woman in her ass too. I'd been getting pussy since I was 16, I've fucked several different girls and one woman.